I decided today, I just don’t give a fuck anymore
Filed under: Life
November 7, 2009 • 1:59 pm 1
So many things has happened over the last 3 months I’m not sure where to begin.
Never would I have thought that finding this job would lead me to something bigger and greater than I expected.
Currently, I am suffering from relationship anxiety…wanting this time to work out right, wanting this person to be the one.
A part of me is terrified at the fact that everything is just so perfect and beautiful right now…it seems too good to be true.
Let’s find out…with my heart on my sleeve.
Filed under: Life
August 27, 2009 • 9:54 pm 0
Venice Beach
So here I am…one step closer to where I want to be.
In a few months I’ll be ready and on my way.
Filed under: Interests, Life, Random Thoughts, Self-motivation , Venice Beach, West LA
• 9:50 pm 1
Theta Healing
I can’t believe it really worked…this fucking Theta healing.
Whatever happened that afternoon has changed my life forever…
There is so much to look forward to now that I am back to normal.
So much great things are happening to me, it’s almost too good to be true, all I got to do is maintain.
I love my life again! This time around…I really did learn my lesson.
Everything in moderation…
New life, new friends, new beginning…
Filed under: Interests, Life, Random Thoughts, Self-motivation , Friends, Life, Theta Healing
August 17, 2009 • 11:50 pm 0
Erotica – Fantasy
I’m am helplessly insanely turned on. I WILL fulfill all my fantasies.
Filed under: Interests, Life, Random Thoughts, Self-motivation , Bondage, Erotica, Fantasy, Mask, Masquerade, Sex
August 8, 2009 • 1:59 am 0
My Moon
Right about this time of night, is when I collect my thoughts of the day. This is where I sit and write about things that don’t really make sense to anyone but me.
I feel peace knowing that everyone is asleep and I am the only one awake, as if I were a night watchmen.
During the day, I would like to think that I am the only one asleep, and everyone else is awake to watch over me.The sun hurts my eyes as I look towards a brighter day, only the night time makes me feel calm.
I want to be that moon.
It is my comfort here on Earth, I am able to look at it directly for hours on end and say…you might not be as bright or as powerful as the sun…or maybe you are in your own way, but tomorrow you will be a full moon…tomorrow you will be a new moon.
It can control tides and brighten everything when it is dark.
In that case, I AM THE MOON.
Filed under: Interests, Life, Random Thoughts, Self-motivation , Calm, Freewrite, Moon, Night, Peace, Power, Sun, Thoughts, Watchmen
August 7, 2009 • 9:42 am 0
X-Press 2 – Kill 100 Feat Rob Harvey – Carl Craig Remix
This is how I feel right about now…
Four walls surround me
Don’t think, don’t speak
Just listen
I was once like you
Can’t feel my face anymore
Filed under: Interests, Life, Lyrics, Music Fix!, Quote, Random Thoughts, Self-motivation, Video , Carl Craig, Emotions, Feelings, Kill 100, Life, Love, Lyrics, Remix, Rob Harvey, Video, X-Press 2
August 3, 2009 • 10:42 am 0
Not A Solo Mission
The dream of love is a two-hearted dream.
Filed under: Interests, Life, Lyrics, Quote, Random Thoughts, Self-motivation , Bats For Lashes, Dream, Love, Sleep Alone
